Fahrenheit ...I almost cant hold on...

What do you do when your grades are tanking and your family is opposing you yet you are still very happy because Fahrenheit is still there, at times I feel like a horrible person and at times I feel maybe I should just keep looking forward, I keep getting looked through and no one really sees me...it makes me feel empty I treasure everyone but no one knows what will happen when Xiao Mei disappears actually I want to just pursue my own dreams and not hide away like always..Fahrenheit if you guys jai you so will I ....xiao mei is going to stand up again...I'm tired of hiding...I dont know where to energy is from but I'll use it...